BIGMANSCO

It's been a real long time since I was here, but so much in life hit me at one time, that I got lost with job assessments, and upgrading to tablets and smartphones, classes, and I'm still struggling to sort things out.  One thing is for sure, not focusing on drawing for years has made me feel very dull. I miss doing fan art and keeping up with the fan art community, particularly the Resident Evil fan art community.  Life is rough, but it is what it is.  I don't know when I'll draw again, but I really want to catch up on what friends have done lately on this site.  I hope I get to do some pieces in the future, and I hope all of those I know a

Well I just got tired of seeing my old journal entry of unmotivated, when clearly I'm on more of a role than I have been in a while.  Seriously, I completed more joints this year than the last 2 years together. Gotta say, it's still rough.  After all that long layoff, I almost forgot how to draw in my favorite style, but I believe I'm working through the rust and getting back to my comfort zone.  Although it feels like DA aint what it used to be, such as not seeing as much hand drawn joints that I used to see 3 years ago and some friends ain't around like they once were, I still love this site, because it allowed me to connect with alot of g

It's been a while since I wrote a journal entry, and man, all I can say is, I am just out of it.  The usual joy of drawing isn't there, and I've been in a depression since that motivation isn't there.  I mean it's like I draw, but the motivation to finish it up isn't there.  Man the last time I was on a drawing roll, I thought, I'm ok, but man, depression is a real bitch. I hate it when I'm not drawing, because I'm not regularly on this site, looking at good artwork, and commenting on friends' stuff, and not posting anything up.  Without drawing in my life, it's like losing my recreational time, I don't even enjoy playing video games as much